Yesterday afternoon and even early this morning,
I was
tempted to give into feeling
defeated & overwhelmed
by life’s
circumstances.
But each time I have been on the verge of uttering
(to the
Lord),
“I can’t do this anymore. I cannot go on one more day”,
Holy Spirit
whispers,
“Not by power. Not by might.
It is by My Spirit that you can endure.
It
is not you who must go on,
but I, the One who is carrying you that will go on.
It is less about (your) running
the race
and more about (you) allowing me
to carry you to the finish line.
It
was never you to begin with.
It has
always been Me.”
Wow!
What a Loving, gracious God!
There’s an old hymn which says,
“Thy loving-kindness is better
than life.”
But what I have come to realize is that
His loving-kindness
IS life.
Without it, we would never survive this world.
It is His Grace which allows us
to function on any level to
begin with.
It is not our
might or our power,
but HIS Spirit who
enables us
to endure, live, succeed, prosper…breathe.
This takes the pressure off of us
and allows us to lean into
Him.
What a Loving, gracious God!
Another thing He has been teaching me
(for the past several
years now)
is that He relates to each of us on a personal level.
As a loving Father,
He knows what each one of us needs
based
upon our
lives, circumstances, upbringing, personalities, etc.
It is not our right to judge
or discount another’s
experience with God
just because it does not measure up to
our own experience with
or perception of God.
God is bigger than that.
He is all-powerful, all-knowing,
holds the world in the palm
of His hand
and He is never wrong.
Who are we to say
that He must operate
within the bounds of
our own narrow-mindedness?
Besides, we’ve been given the mind of Christ,
so why not use
it?
Thank you, Holy Spirit, for reminding me.
Thank you for your faithful, loving-kindness!
What a Loving, gracious God!